I can’t grasp reality. Its as if, everything that I care about and everyone that I love, are slowly drifting away. An atrophy of mind; wasting away into nothing. The deep void that goes on and on. I have lost most if not everything, these past months. Friends… Family…. sanity. I’m slowly losing my head…. Memories end up being forgotten, friendships clash into ice bergs, loved ones burn into ashes never to return again. I can’t even remember why I joined, why I decided to run and what I plan to do. Everyday, I wake up feeling a less bit guilty. Forgetting something minute after minute, hour after hour. The feeling of disappointment lingering right behind me like a shadow…… I don’t know why I’m posting on tumblr. I have no reason to post something as petty as the events that are happening in my life. I am only one individual out of the billions that inhabit the world. It’s not as if once I’m gone someone will notice… Because.. in the end, they have already forgotten.